The Criterion Collection has long been an infamous and desirable
collection that all film collectors have coveted. Having only been available in
North American and the corners of the internet that make these editions with
the grasp of a collector. As the Criterion collection is forever growing, with
some titles being unavailable and out of print, it seems at times, an
impossible achievement to collect them all or even the titles that you want the
most. For some reason, I thought back to my childhood when, like many Millennials
who actually admit it, I collected Beanie Babies. I believe it started when I
was 8 or 9 and I was given one for my birthday. I wasn’t an avid toy collector
at the time, I like my pens, books, child size post offices so when this little
dog landed in my lap I was confused. But it didn’t stop there. As well as this
dog, Wrinkles, I was gifted a cat (forgotten the name) and a leopard, Freckles.
With these three in my hands, something clicked. I could collect more!
In just a few weeks, I had Ringo the raccoon, Pouch the kangaroo
and Nuts the squirrel. These were my first 6 Beanie Babies. Over the years I had
in my collection 67, which may not seem like that many considering how many
other people had at the time of the Beanie Babies boom. My friend and I were
competing over who had the bigger collection, she definitely won by a mile because
she used to buy a handful at a time it seemed and her Grandad doted on her so
bought her as many as she liked. I was a modest collector to be honest, where I
went far but not too far. I did of course buy a couple of editions of the
magazine and I did collect the cards too (still have those) and my dad did take
me to a Beanie Babies fair once. I was so happy with my three purchases as well
as some cards and tag protectors and then I saw my friend role up and point to
the bags full of swag in the back of the car. That’s when I thought, maybe
there is such a thing as too much. I was still very happy with the three I had
bought. Fast forward to today and the Beanie Babies that remain are boxed away
in my parent’s attic, waiting for the day they will be worth something. A few
have disappeared or given away over the years and I still have my favourite one
with me (Waddle the penguin) along with the card collection. I still hope they can
be sold but until TY stops making them, they’ll remain in the attic. The way
this collection ended is how I worry about my other collections I have started
over the years will go. Despite not collecting soft toys at a child, at least
not that many, I still had a large Sylvanian Family collection, boxed up in my
parents shed and a Polly Pocket collection, solely from the 90s era, safely
stowed away in a box in my old bedroom. My extensive card collection which
included many Beanie Babies cards, a handful of Pokemon cards I found in a car
park, the PG Tips cards my Nana used to save for me and a loud of The Two
Towers stickers which must be saved at all costs, the whole lot is with me
right now. Why? Because I just can’t bear to part with them. This is the case
with all the other collections. I realise I have a habit, may it be good or
bad, of starting collections. My mug collection had got me into many a massive
argument with my parents when I Iived at home and has since been thinned out, taking
only the precious few with me to my flat. My postcard collection, which I still
have, has not been added to in a long while because I have actively stopped
myself in obtaining any more. My tarot deck collection has grown to the point
where I sold off a few and stopped buying so many. Even books I have slowed
down in the last year as I know I have too many. I don’t buy physical CDs
anymore, haven’t for years, plus they are outdated now. I own a handful of
vinyls and that’s all I want. I don’t need a big collection of those. I stopped
buying so many Funko Pops because I could see the trap I was falling into. Sold
off some of those too. But when it comes to film, I will never stop collecting DVDs
and Blu-rays.
The reason why people collect is something ingrained in them
when they are young. We desire something and we must have it. Collecting is
essentially desiring something, which is a strange way to put it but absolutely
true. Collecting has been described as an addiction and I very well believe
that is the case. Just like caffeine is addictive. An acceptable vice in
society. As obvious as the negative side to collecting is, the positives outweigh
the negative. There is community, there are way to meet people with similar
interests (not talking about Beanie Babies now) and of course the personal feeling
of accomplishment and the inevitable joy of adding something new to the collection.
I worry that all the other collections I have will end up in
the attic of my parents’ house but never my film collection. So many people,
growing up, thought that my film collection was ridiculous, they didn’t see the
point and thought it was unnecessary. But I would see their shoe collection,
their music collection, jewellery, figurines, make up etc and think, why is
your collection justified but my film collection isn’t? We all have our vices
and mine just happens to be films. Sometimes I do think back to when I would
open my cupboard at there the Beanie Babies would be. I knew the TY craze
wouldn’t last and as I entered Year 6 (11 years old) I drifted away from them.
I moved onto other things, it just happened. I stopped thinking about where I
could get my next Beanie Babies fix. Whenever they come up I conversation, my dad
liked to remind me when he was on a work trip in the US, how he was running
around crazy looking for Beanie Babies, but I think he secretly enjoyed the
hunt. My parents collect too. Not the same things as me, but they do like to
collect. They judge me for my collections (particularly films and Tarot)
because they know what I’m like. I like to collect. People collect what they
like to collect and I see no harm in that.
Coming back to the Criterion Collection, of which I have a
collection within the bigger film collection, I’m happy to continue on picking
up titles I’ve been waiting for in the UK as well as looking longingly at those
still not available yet.